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[rockfotze]

• Anna Nicole Smith's death kind of upset me. I've neer been a fan, nor have I paid her all that much attention, but I always felt sorry for her ever since I first heard about her many years ago. She was a troubled girl and now, only months after her son died and daughter was born, she too is dead.
  
  
• I've always gotten so angry at my workmates for calling me emo, mainly because they think those shitty scene kids who bum around the Queen Street Mall are emo. But lately I'm starting to wonder if there's some truth to it, because I've been going through mood swings like no one's business. One minute I'm as happy as a lark, next minute I'm choking back tears for almost no reason (or if there is a reason, it's not a very good one). It's awful, I hate being sad and try to never cry in front of anyone, but it's a bit of a losing battle these days :(
  
  
• I spent the last week helping Anthony move house which has been tiring and probably cost me a lot more money than it has him. I've also found myself doing most of the work, while he dances away to some r&b song he's put on (he used to be a professional dancer). If it wasn't so cute it'd be really fucking frustrating.
  
  
• One awesome thing has come out of this move, as I found his Faith No More Greatest Hits album and I haven't stopped playing it since. I don't know if I was just a bit too young when they were big, or if it was because I've always been a Chili Pepper fan, but I didn't relaise how much I love that band. I want to have sex to "Evidence", that song is so hot.
  
  
• I have a huge weekend planned. Tonight is the ADICTS night, which means little/no sleep because I have work at 7.45 the next morning. THEN I'm cleaning up the apartment as Toni and Andy have no time to do it and were just going to get a cleaner in (I offered because they're willing to pay me well, and because it'll be good exercise). Saturday night we're going to the Gold Coast as Sunday is Good Vibrations. And then I have to work 8.30am Monday. Holy crap, it's going to be hard.
  
  
• I'm very happy with being pale but as I tan really easily my top half is quite brown now, while my legs are pasty white. So I suntanned my legs for an hour today, and wound up feeling hot, sweaty and cranky. I wish there was just a way to get rid of the tan on my arms, back and chest, that'd be a far better alternative.
  
  
• I just got the replacement copy of my UK debit card which means I now have AU$1000 at my disposal. I have to now decide if I want to wipe of a debt, save it for travelling or spend it on tattoos/clothes. I know which one would make a lot more sense, but I'm hopeless with money and am itching to go and get a new tattoo RIGHT NOW!
  
  
• I've always said I have some sort of weird "power" where boys can't help but fall for me in no time. It's been proven again because three of my guy friends have told Anthony they really like me and are trying to get him to set us up. And yet I have no interest in them, because I'd prefer to "just be friends" with a guy who will one minute tell me the most beutiful, wonderful things, then turn around and flirt with the first size-8 girl in a minskirt that he sees. Hi, my name is Cara and I am fucked up.
  

Tagged by slash_kitten.

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-Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themselves.
-People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
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1. I play around with my boobs a lot. I don't know why exactly, it's not like I get off on it. I guess it's a subconscious thing I don't usually realise I'm doing. It might also be because I never by bras that fit me properly so I'm always popping out everywhere.

2. I am surprisingly hairless, people often ask if I shave my arms, I don't have to shave my legs very often and you have to really squint to see hair on most of my body. Well, except for the bikini area. Holy fuck it will be the death of me. I get regular bikini waxes but there's just way too much hair, especially considering how hairless I am everywhere else. I'm going to get laser hair removal pretty soon, actually.

3. I am surprisingly heavy, so much so I've had doctots test their scales because they couldn't beleive I weigh what I do. I guess I carry/hide it well. But I've lost about 4kg now! Yay! My hips are far less pinchable and I'm hoping more will drop off after this weekend.

4. I drive a blue Ford laser which is really old, but she serves me well. I'm a more mellow driver now days, but I'm still a bit of a hoon and I have a nasty feeling she'll probably conk out like my last car did.

5. I have a black girl booty. That horrible Black Eyes Peas song "My Humps" applies to me far too well. Even if I was really skinny, I'd probably still have a black girl booty. I wish I liked black men, because they LOVE my ass.

6. I miss London each and everyday.

7. I am a bit of a makeup snob. I mostly use Clinique, and brands such as Revlon are a bit too "common" for me. I also go through a shitload of it as I rarely leave the house without a full face of makeup on.

8. I am more wary of getting piercings than tattoos. Once a tattoo is healed it's there and very easy to look after. Piercings shit me, always getting knocked or infected or falling out. I'd get a tattoo over a piercing any day.

9. I get widthdrawls from Pepsi Max. And yet no matter how many cigarettes I smoke, I'm still not addicted to them. I've had one in the last week or two and don't crave them at all. And yet a day or two without Pepsi Max and I'm desperate!

10. Up until a few years ago my favourite colour was blue. Now it's pink, and I can't stand blue any more. The closest thing I don't mind would be greenish blue colour, I can't stand any other shade. If ever I buy a blue shirt, I'll never wear it, because I can't stand the way it looks on me.

Fuck tagging people >:(

Comments

[dienacht.livejournal.com]

I feel so sorry for her, she was a very troubled girl :(

[schwimmerin.livejournal.com]

You know, I love your way of updating. The list with bullet points is a really good idea. That makes me sound like an organizational freak, which I most definitely am not (taking a look at my desk and/or room right now would be enough evidence to the contrary).

As to the last point, I'm not a magnet like that, but I do seem to get mostly unwanted attention, as the guys who like me are perfectly nice, but I just...don't want to go out with them. So I can understand you there.

[dienacht.livejournal.com]

I LOVE bullet points. They're far too awesome, and make things so neat and tidy. Which also doesn't seem to apply in real life for me either *is sitting in squallor*

I need to learn to dig the guys who want me, because it's too sad and hurtful to fall for the boys that'll never want me like I wnat them :(

[(Anonymous)]

hey darlin. about the crying thing - you know what you have been playin with lately...yeah it does fuck with your mood. that is why it is called mood enhancing. great ups bring great lows and it spills over into normal time. you ain't no emo!
and you have that power - cause you are the perfect girlfriend - easy on the eye, sexy and you don't come accross as self consious, you can talk about everything and you could give a crap about salad. the beauty & the brains and a libido like a mans :)

[adrianadw.livejournal.com]

fucken ass wipe of a computer just logged me off - that anonymous comment was mine. aarrggg and it was not even spell checked! ARGGGG!!!

[dienacht.livejournal.com]

That's OK babe. What you say makes sense, because the two do go hand in hand. Well, with it figured out I guess it'll be easier to deal with. I probably should stop it, because I fucking hate crying, but what can ya do, peer pressure is far too overwhelming for me ;)

♥

[tie-me-down.livejournal.com]

regarding mood swings (that you say seem to have come from nowhere) seeing as youve started a diet, you may be low in iron... whenever Ive become anaemic Ive felt exactly how you described, just Id have fits of rage in between the happy and sad parts hahha lots of fun for those around!

and I wish I could give up smoking easily

[dienacht.livejournal.com]

Hmmm, I was wondering that. But I think I've been so emotional since before this diet. adrianadw made a good pint up above, which I think is the cause of the exces emotions, actually.

[pretty-vacant19.livejournal.com]

I too have a pepsi max addiction. My teeth hate me and I'm going to get cancer soon, I think.

[dienacht.livejournal.com]

Fuck yeah. I had enamel once. And hello brain tumors the size of tennis balls

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