Have a list

• Anna Nicole Smith's death kind of upset me. I've neer been a fan, nor have I paid her all that much attention, but I always felt sorry for her ever since I first heard about her many years ago. She was a troubled girl and now, only months after her son died and daughter was born, she too is dead.
  
  
• I've always gotten so angry at my workmates for calling me emo, mainly because they think those shitty scene kids who bum around the Queen Street Mall are emo. But lately I'm starting to wonder if there's some truth to it, because I've been going through mood swings like no one's business. One minute I'm as happy as a lark, next minute I'm choking back tears for almost no reason (or if there is a reason, it's not a very good one). It's awful, I hate being sad and try to never cry in front of anyone, but it's a bit of a losing battle these days :(
  
  
• I spent the last week helping Anthony move house which has been tiring and probably cost me a lot more money than it has him. I've also found myself doing most of the work, while he dances away to some r&b song he's put on (he used to be a professional dancer). If it wasn't so cute it'd be really fucking frustrating.
  
  
• One awesome thing has come out of this move, as I found his Faith No More Greatest Hits album and I haven't stopped playing it since. I don't know if I was just a bit too young when they were big, or if it was because I've always been a Chili Pepper fan, but I didn't relaise how much I love that band. I want to have sex to "Evidence", that song is so hot.
  
  
• I have a huge weekend planned. Tonight is the ADICTS night, which means little/no sleep because I have work at 7.45 the next morning. THEN I'm cleaning up the apartment as Toni and Andy have no time to do it and were just going to get a cleaner in (I offered because they're willing to pay me well, and because it'll be good exercise). Saturday night we're going to the Gold Coast as Sunday is Good Vibrations. And then I have to work 8.30am Monday. Holy crap, it's going to be hard.
  
  
• I'm very happy with being pale but as I tan really easily my top half is quite brown now, while my legs are pasty white. So I suntanned my legs for an hour today, and wound up feeling hot, sweaty and cranky. I wish there was just a way to get rid of the tan on my arms, back and chest, that'd be a far better alternative.
  
  
• I just got the replacement copy of my UK debit card which means I now have AU$1000 at my disposal. I have to now decide if I want to wipe of a debt, save it for travelling or spend it on tattoos/clothes. I know which one would make a lot more sense, but I'm hopeless with money and am itching to go and get a new tattoo RIGHT NOW!
  
  
• I've always said I have some sort of weird "power" where boys can't help but fall for me in no time. It's been proven again because three of my guy friends have told Anthony they really like me and are trying to get him to set us up. And yet I have no interest in them, because I'd prefer to "just be friends" with a guy who will one minute tell me the most beutiful, wonderful things, then turn around and flirt with the first size-8 girl in a minskirt that he sees. Hi, my name is Cara and I am fucked up.
  

( And now a meme, about my weird habits )